It still catches me off-guard at times when I stop and focus on the fact that I am living in Rwanda. I feel like I have been in a bit of a daze since July, and the reality of life catches me by surprise every once in awhile when I emerge from my state of bemusement each day. The process of grieving has had me at times feeling like I am floating on a cloud, and at times feeling like I am stuck in a flimsy rowboat at sea with 20 foot swells crashing down upon me. Each day is a new adventure with respect to facing my own personal challenges, learning my job and the ways of the world in the Village and in Rwanda, and adapting to a new life in a new world. This past week I started taking note of things that no longer seem odd or out of place, and I realized then that I have settled into my new life here and become accustomed to that which would be unusual/extraordinary/unheard of back in America. I decided to make a list.
You know you’ve become a “local” when the following things don't strike you as odd:
1. Seeing someone carrying a machete down the street
2. Seeing someone using a machete to cut the grass
3. Seeing bicycles used as modes of transportation for bundles of bananas and pineapples, instead of people
4. Seeing babies dangling off of the backs of mothers in the street, held on by a piece of material and nothing more
5. Seeing children play with sticks and tires as their main form of entertainment
6. Being followed by gaggles of school children any time I walk anywhere outside the confines of my Village
7. Cramming myself into a “bus” holding 19, when it was only meant to hold 14
8. Smelling the ripe smells of Rwanda and not thinking anything of it
9. Keeping my mouth shut as I shower, so as not to ingest the tap water
10. Using bottled water to clean my toothbrush each day
11. Drinking tea when I feel pangs of hunger
12. Using fresh mint, lemongrass, and sage to make my own tea
13. Seeing a spider the size of a tarantula on the wall and not uttering a ear-splitting scream
14. Realizing that after washing clothes, they aren’t really “clean,” but being content with the fact that they are cleaner than they were
15. Staying inside when it’s raining outside, just like the Rwandese do – why get wet when you can just wait it out indoors?
16. Seeing all the clothing that Americans donate worn throughout Rwanda – one man’s trash is another’s treasure, right? I’m still waiting to find a t-shirt from my own personal donation bin
17. Seeing people spit on a regular occasion – watch where you walk!
18. Seeing people (kids and adults alike) clean their noses with their fingers…catch my drift?
19. Seeing people sweeping the roads and sidewalks to keep each city and town clean and free of garbage and debris…this country is immaculate!
20. Seeing little kids carrying HEAVY jerry cans full of water for miles. I’m strong, but I could barely carry one across the Village grounds!
21. Seeing people patiently waiting in line at the local water well pump, waiting to fill their jerry cans to use at home
22. Being told “give me your number” by nearly every Rwandan man I sit next to on the bus – they don’t ask, they order
23. Seeing more goats than dogs, more cows than horses. There are actually only 4 horses in all of Rwanda, and I’ve actually seen them!
24. Seeing cows, goats, and chickens roaming freely down the roads – you better hope your bus driver has fast reflexes!
25. Sitting at a local pub, realizing that the “screams” being heard are not that of a child, but a goat getting its last sound out prior to being slaughtered out back and made into brochettes for those dining. Yes, it was an AWFUL realization!
26. Dressing in layers, knowing that although it’s really cold in the morning, it sure will heat up during the day and then drop in temperature again once the sun goes to sleep.
27. Applying sunscreen as part of a daily morning routine. It may be cloudy out, but the sun is hiding behind those clouds, cooking all those who mill about below on the ground.
28. Oompa-loompa feet - the dirt here is orange, so by the end of the day, my feet take on the look of an oompa-loompa. No worries, a good scrub in the shower brings them back to a semi-normal hue. Quite honestly, I’m not sure if I’ll ever have truly clean feet again in my life.
29. Realizing that NOTHING ever goes as planned, so letting go of control and giving up the concept of having a concrete plan is a good thing
30. White rice is delicious and a meal unto itself
*BONUS: Seeing Rwandese wear the same outfit two days in a row - who says they can't or shouldn't, right?
Things to note from the past 2 weeks:
· Rainy season is upon us in Rwanda, so the season has changed and I wish I had more cardigans with me.
· I found that when people come up to me and start screaming Kinyarwanda at me, the closest I can imitate them and make them understand what it sounds like in my head is to recite the state song to them – "Alabama, Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, California…" The Kinyarwanda screaming stops and the perplexed look is right on target. I don’t look Rwandan, so I’m a little dumbfounded as to why people think that I am fluent without asking me first.
· When the girls in my family were asked to describe me as part of an activity, among other things, they described me as, “brown.” I guess my freckles have joined together and I look brown to them, more so than white. Amusing :)
· Highlight: the Village Founder arrived last night and I was lucky enough to escort her into the dining hall this afternoon to see the kids for the first time this school year. Immediately, a round of applause broke out and everyone in the dining hall (all 650 people) had a look of awe on their face and a huge smile. It was a breathtaking and touching moment. One person really can change the world, one idea at a time, and Anne Heyman and this Village are prime examples of that.
· Lowlight: I often wondered what would happen if I was on a moto taxi and it started to rain – would the moto park under a tree, or find some place out of the rain to pause? Nope, I found out first-hand last weekend that the moto continues on in the rain, even as the rain intensifies and it feels as though someone is pelting you with a million paint balls at once. It is not exhilarating or fun, but it was an experience I won’t soon forget.
· I have received a few inquiries about sending mail to me. Mail is great and makes my day! For those of you interested in sending me snail mail of any size and making me smile, here is my address:
Agahozo-Shalom Youth Village
PO Box 7299
*2 things to note – 1) snail mail takes a LONG time to reach me – 3-4 weeks for an envelope, 3-4 months for a package; 2) please let me know if you do send me something so that I can have our driver check the PO Box, as he does not check it on a regular basis. Mwaramutse!